Out of anger - he felt the need to use twitter as his act to 'canvassing' certain issues he had with me when he could still call me his companion. Drama, I know. Before I could even say much, my account got suspended by cape town gay twitter. So today marks exactly three months since our verbal game of insults and threats to each other on twitter and I can say I'm still bitter about the whole situation and how it was handled by people on twitter. Gay twitter. Immediately, our audience reacted in a way that added even more extreme tension between us - superpowers. Carelessly labelling one another, and him spreading lies and saying the kind of remarks that amped up the audience to pay full attention of the drama, to say the least.
I have since been suspended from twitter for reasons I am still unsure of and my account being suspended is gradually building a lot of anger inside of me by the day. I am so eager for people to hear my side of the story of what really happened because honestly, I want people to know this chap for the person that he really is. His dirty secrets are undeniably too far gone to keep. To top that off, these past few days have been so rainy with such cold winds in the evenings and I've just been indoors in winter pyjammas all curled up beneath my blankets struggling to study.
When its warm outside and the sun is out, I could be down and out and still manage to wear a fake smile on my face for all you haters. As a matter of fact, any day when Im not having to cover up happens to be a blessing to me. So says the capricorn - summer baby that is me. Ultimately, I strongly believe that God will never take me somewhere I'm not supposed to be and nobody can steal the gifts that HE has given to me. In a clear voice; I say, no more pain, shame or mysery. You wont take me down. You wont break me down. Theres more to me than my mistakes.
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