Don't try to change me

So many people thought I was not emotionally equipped to handle the pressure of life or the ones that come with living in the city of gold - all by myself. I seemed in denial to the very same people. But what is it that I\m in denial of, I always asked myself. This is who I am and what I want. I am so over living a small portion of my life out of touch with reality only to conform to what other people may think is the right thing for me. Taking full charge, I am owning who I really am. I've changed, believe it or not, I couldn't be less bothered. More than anything I've realized how exhausting it is swimming upstream all the damn time. So try to enjoy me, don't try to change me. I am not going to change for you