Proving to be very lively, bright and friendly at school, I actually grew up as a very unclear and confused young bloke. Quick, chubby, active and intelligent- I was uncertain on how to live my life because I somehow knew I was different. Part of what made me different was how I had a stronger feminine side than the other blokes in my community. I never really did what I wanted to do as I did what was expected of me to do- aswell as to impress friends- fit in - in order to be acceptable by society. I simply lived my life in accordance to the rules and general customs accepted by my society. Until I eventually got sick of living my life as just a small portion of who I really was. I needed people to understand who I really was. To be honest, I only started realizing this as soon as I left high school. I now have matured to only allow myself to be different and I now live my life in a manner that benefits my own roots and myself. Although I'm seen as a fake, a failure or an affront against the social order -against the very nature of society, I will continue to live my life in a manner that benefits myself the most. I will stay true to myself, no matter what.
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